just a new day; a new life
i open my lids to the sky
it aint right

sposta to feel like im really somethin
the dreams yell if ive succumbed to them

the cold air of fall here
it makes the cigarettes fall asleep in my palms; fear

i think of pain in my throat while i speak
beleiving words that impulse me to breath


posture fixed up; eyes glued; a hiccup
i pick up the lonely red bottle of fancy liquor
it go down the throat; drying as it plunges deeper
escape sleep with tea; prolonged to morning scenes

sit on black chairs; summer fadin away;
bring me cold stares; perplexed on my mental state
the kin dont care; just complain from faraway
i distance myself; dont need people to chastise me

understand, please understand,
dysfunctional family tries to have upper hand
on the way i dictate and conduct my life around
what they dont understand is whats wrong with me

lack of conversation options when thee open thy mouths
sulk to my house when the sun starts to go down
ended off rocky; i know i ruined somethin
consequences overflowed when i try to be ethical

not possible with my arsenal
pick up the pistol and go [BANGx3]


from My dear friend, Life., released January 17, 2017
produced, written, and mixed by brenden arias
mastered by echobase



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